i need some fortune

i'm not in a good mood recently.
on the last days, the situation that waiting-list for n.c.t.u admission is not optimistic more
and more.
i can't accept any comforts. i'm already waiting for a long time after march.
don't think about any more~~~! it is very difficult for me.
from heaven to hell feeling, just like this. i hate "站著茅坑不拉屎的人"
now i can only hope,perhaps remain the miracle.
don't ask any about the event,Please. And i'm fine.